I want to confess I haven't had my camera for long time. It has been four years. One of the things I did to fulfill my curiosity in taking photos (feeling guilty) was to gift our first daughter a polaroid camera (Fujifilm instax mini 9) on her 8th birthday on March 7, 2020. Our first daughter was excited and in less than a hour, she finished a film roll. Luckily we bought her quite a box of polaroid films.
Our daughter should use it in my plans when we go on holiday but that is not necessary because of the government's new Movement Control Order declared (18-31 March 2020). We couldn't go out, even though the school holidays had started. Which can distressed our daughter at first. But, when our second daughter celebrated her birthday on 18 March 2020, our grief started again. I only bought two pieces as a birthday present. The actual gift will be followed after this Movement Control Order ends.
Know it, my children. We love you as parents, and will do the best for both of you. We tried to make you happy from the moment you were born. We don't discern our love for you. You two are Allah Almighty's Greatest gifts, Alyxia Raisha and Axalea Rania.